I've probably learned more about myself and the people around me this week than in the last year.
Over the course of this week, I have been criticized, put down, overlooked, beaten, and under-appreciated. The MAAN head-to-head, the public relations election, the marching band scenario...nothing really worked. Losing itself isn't the worst part.
The worst part was when I put in so much effort for things I did and wanted, thinking it would pay off.
Everything I did didn't matter. How I felt didn't matter. Will it ever matter? Not anytime soon.
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D: I care how you feel Samuel!
ReplyDeleteYou know Im always here for you, so if you need someone to talk to, you can talk to me :)
Usually on AIM, not so much on here ^^;;
But dont give up! Those efforts will prevail if you keep trying.