I thought today was going well. Project C was done, I didn't stutter, I got through my head-to-head for Much Ado About Nothing, what could go wrong?
The last part. I thought I got through Much Ado About Nothing.
I was dead wrong.
Apparently, Mrs. Black thought I rushed through the whole thing, that I didn't put enough emotion into my part, and all the criticism that's given to bad actors. I couldn't believe what I was hearing. I put so much time and effort into making my part perfect, only to hear THIS? And I did well on my monologue so long ago, but performed badly here? It makes no sense!
Oh, and I didn't become the Public Relations officer for Key Club. I put a lot of time into my application, too, only to lose. I really didn't expect HIM to win, either. Not like my application matters that much anyway...it's all about the popularity contest among the members.
Point aside, the English scenario brought me down completely. All self-esteem I once had is now gone. If things go from bad to worse, I might get a B in that class--forcing myself to take the final.
I seriously thought I did well. I really did. But what I think makes no difference now, does it?
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Don't worry. I ran for freshman spirit coordinator and lost. I put a lot of time into MY application too. And Much Ado About Nothing wasn't that good of a play anyways.
ReplyDeleteaww dude...don't worry! You DID do good for Black, and honestly, she wasn't as harsh on you as she was on other students. And missing one question that she asks shouldn't cost your entire grade. Don't worry! Cheer up! (:
ReplyDeleteSam Sam Sam...
ReplyDeleteDon't worry! She got mad at me only because I couldn't stop smiling when I was acting! She dinged everyone in class, so you're not alone. =]
I hope your days get better../hug/
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